Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Ishq ka ehsaas..........

Pyaar ne aaj keh k mere dil ki baat, muje fir se zindagi lauta di
Laga jaise aaj jhum k nachu me,laga jaise bujhte diye ko fir se kisine roshni lauta di………

Baton se uski mere dil me ek raunak jagi,dhadkane jo rukne lagi thi fir se chalne lagi
Mehak  uski saanso ki meri saanso me basne lagi, ek ajeeb si masti mere mann me machalne lagi………..

Aaj uski awaz me ek alag chahak thi, fool khile ho hazaro mere aas paas itni mere paas mehak thi
Mausam b mujhe aaj suhana lag raha h, keh rhe h sab aaj meri chaal me b nayo lehak thi………..

Usko pana hee meri zindagi ki aakhri khwaish ban gyi h, uske saath apna har pal bitana bas yahi chahat reh gyi h
Wo ho jaye jaldi se mera khuda se dua karti hu, bas uska pyaar hee h ab jiske liye jeeti aur jis par marti hu………….

Intezaaar........... :)

Aankho me aaj koi sapna ubharne laga h
Jahan b jaye nigahe, khamoshi ka aalam pasarne laga h………..

Baat uske alawa kisise karna acha lagta nhi
Baat gar use na ho to mann b kahin lagta nhi……….

Usi ki tasveer humne in nigaahon me basa rkhi h
Nazre uski raahon me hee ab humne bicha rakhi h………….

Milne ki tamanna ab din b din badhne lagi h
Besabri na jane kyuis kadar meri ab badhne lagi h………….

Deedar  jis din ho jayega in nigahon ko
Ek manzil pane ka raasta mil jayega is zindagi ko………….. 

Tasveer.......

Aaj meri tasveer hee meri dushman ban bethi h
Jaan ko meri mujhse dur kar bethi h…………

Na jane kyu wo meri majburi samajh nhi paate
Kyu me jo wajah btana chahti hu samajh nhi paate……

Kaise unko apne dil ki baat samjhau, samajh nhi aata
Par unka mujhse yu dur rehna bhi mujhe nhi bhata……….

Kyu wo mujhe bar bar aise sataya karte h
Anjaane me hee sahi, par won hi jante k wo kitna mere dil ko dukhaya karte h…………..

Mohabbat ka dard........

Din dhala , waqt b gujar gya
Na jaane kis tarah dil ki dhadkano ka manjar thahar gaya………..

Jiski yaad me din ka har pal nikla humara
Wo to jaan hee na paaye k kis kadar dil dukha humara………

Mausam b jab saath mera chod kr jaane lage
Yaado ka sailab bn kr aansu b behne lage………

Bheegi palko se unko apni nigaho me mehsus kiya humne
Maasum haatho ki bnakr mutthi unki chu an ko mehsus kiya humne……….

Narajgi ko unki apni galti ka humne naam diya
Unko uthakar sabki nazro me,humne khud ko hee badnaam kiya………

Kaash wo mere mann ki gehraaiyon me chupe us ehsaas ko samajh paate
Gar aisa hota to kabhi humse kuch waqt maang kar humse yu dur na jaate………..

Dukh..... :( :(

Dube hai gum me is kadar ke koi ubaar skta nhi
Jis tarah tute hue guldaan ki dararo ko koi mita skta nhi………..
Aaj bheed me bhi tanhai kuch jyada mehsus hui
Aur aaj koi nhi jise humare gum ki parwaah hui……..
Mushkilo me zindagi ko jee rhe hai is tarah
Toofaan me fasi naav ko kheeche maaji jis tarah…………
Likh kar in shabdo ko aaj hua h ye ehsaas
K koi aur nhi par ab ye kalam h mere paas…….
Ab aur kisi ki mje jarurat nhi
Aaj mil gyi h kujhe keri raah sahi……………
Ab kisi k na hone ka gum na hoga
Ab kbi b wo dukh , wo akelapan na hoga……..

Monday, August 30, 2010

Mera Jahan Meri Maa.......

Meri mummy h mujhko sabse pyari 
Is saari duniya me h wo sabse nyari….
 

Fikr meri krti rhti wo hur dum
 
Jab tak mjse baat na kr le bharta nhi unka mann….
 

Khana agar kbi na khau to wo b ruth jaati h
 
Jab tak me na khau wo b nhi khati h….
 

Mere liye kuch b krne ko wo tayyar rhti h
 
Jab b kuch maango, bas haazir kr deti h……..
 

Kbi kbi jab wo mje daant lagati h
 
Chahe kitna b gussa kr le, khud hee aakar manaati h….
 

Dil kbi unka dukhau ye me soch b nhi sakti
 
Kyunki mumma mere bina aur me unke bina reh nhi skti…..
 

Manzil Ki Talaash Me...

Rahen kai thi saamane mere 
Par wo rah nhi mili jis par azad hokar chal saku….
 

Maanzilen kai paa skti thi me apni zindagi me
 
Par wo manzil nhi mili jise paakar khushi se machal saku…
 

Kaante the har us raah par jise mene chuna
 
Par wo b manzur the muje agar us par chal kar dil se jee saku…
 

Anjaane kai saathi mile anjaani si raahon me
 
Par aisa koi nhi tha jise apne dil ki baat keh saku…….
 

Shayad kahin koi hoga mere b intezaar me
 
Koi aisa jo meri har mushkil asaan kar de,
 
Har raah meri phoolon se bhar de,
 
Mere jeevan ko ek manzil de,
 
Jisse apne dil ki har baat me keh saku,
 
Aur uske saath ek bandhan me bandhne k baad b puri tarah khul k reh saku……
 

Mausam Ki Zubaan....

Ye aaj is mausam ne kaisa paigaam h humko diya....
Na chahte hue b jo yaad kisi kone me chupi thi,use zinda kr diya.....
Kch ehsaas daba rkhe the humne apni in aankhon me kahin....
 
Har us ehsaas ko chu kr fir taaza kr diya......
Aansu humare in aankhon se behne lage h......
 
K is mausam ne hume zamane k saamne ruswaa jo kr diya...
 
Is mausam ko kya dosh de hum aaj...
K humne aaj khud apne ehsaaso par kaabu kho diya.......

Itna Dukh Kaise Sambhalu……


Har pal zindagi ka chut ta nazar aata hai…….
 
Har us jaate hue pal ko mutthi me kaise sambhalu…….
 

Waqt hee jab gawahee dene lage khilaaf mere……
 
To uske har lafz ko kaise dil par lagane se sambhalu…
 

Palko ko jab ashko ki dosti pasand aane lage….
 
To kaise un dono ko judai ka gum samjhau…..
 

Har dost ki dosti b jab kum padne lage….
 
To kaise apni dubti hui kashti ko sambhalu….
 

Jab har mod par milne lage gumo k saayen….
 
Kaise zindagi ki raahon ko badal pau….
 

Jahan bhar k gum jab meri jholi me utar aaye….
 
To koi mje aakar samjhaye, k kaise me itna dukh sambhal pau……….
 

Gum Ki Bahaarein…..

Duniya me ab tak bahut kum mile h humko sahare…. 
Humare hisse me jo aayi, wo thi bus gum ki bahareeein….
 

Koi aisa shaksh mila nhi kbi jo humko saraahe….
 
Hum jise raas aaye wo to bas thi gum ki bahareein….
 

Dukh ke aalam me jab hote h to koi nhi jo humko ubaare….
 
Tanhaai me b jo saath nibha gyi humara wo thi bas gum ki bahaareein……
 

Chaandni raat me b ab to roshni kum kr dete h apni,timtimate tare….
 
Kyunki wo b h iss baat se udaas k humko na jane kyu mili h ye gum ki bahareein…..
 

Dabi Hui Aarzu…

Na jane kyu zamane ne sitam kiye hum par….. 
Jabki humne to zindagi ke har gum ko hans kar seh liya…..
 

Apna har pal chahe gujara ho akelepan me humne…..
 
Par kbi kisi apne ko ek pal b tanha na rehne diya…….
 

Diya tha khuda ne humko sabkuch dil khol kar….
 
Par kya kare jab is kambakht zindagi new wo sab b kho diya….
 

Dili Aarzu h ab bas itni si apne khuda se….
 
K jo pyaar mila h ab hume wo umr bhar k liye mere naam kar diya ho…….
 

Dooriyaan........


Hasrato k iss jahan me kaafile kai gujar gye
 
Reh gyi humare saath wo hai bas apno se dooriyaan….
 

Na jane kyu is manjar ka saamna krna pada humko
 
Jaane kiss baat ko lekar thi humko majbooriyaan…….
 

Dostane humare pakke the bahut iska gumaan h hume
 
Tabhi to humare rishto ko mita na saki ye dooriyaan…..
 

Har shaksh lagata rha humari yaariyon par nazar
 
Lekin humara koi kya bigadta jab hume apno k aur kareeb le aai ye dooriyaan……
 

Ishq k aalam ko samjhna aasan nhi tha kbi humare liye
 
Humko aaj uska deewanapan b samjha gyi ye dooriyaan….
 

Dosti ki khaatir

Har gum ko ek taraf kr diya humne 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir…..
 

Apne har ek pal ko luta diya us dost par
 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir….
 

Apni khwahishe bhul kar uski icha maani
 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir…
 

Na chahte hue b kbi kbi uski tareef ki
 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir….
 

Chahe jitni b daant khai apne dost k hisse ki
 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir…..
 

Aaj jab dost se dur jaana pada, wo b kiya humne
 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir…..
 

Chahe humse humari zindagi maangi usne, wo b de di khushi se humne
 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir…..
 

Sab kch le kr b humse , humse khush rehne ka wada le liya
 
To wo b khushi se de diya humne
 
Bas apni dosti ki khatir……..
 

Har Baat Keh Pana Aasan Nhi Hota…..

Zindagi me jab koi anjani raah par chalna pade 
To har kisi par bharosa kar pana aasan nhi hota………
 

Har khushi jab dur hoti nazar aaane lage
 
To un khushiyon ko thaam pana aasan nhi hota……..
 

Dil me jab uthne lage toofan dard k
 
Un toofano ko sahil tak sambhal pana aasan nhi hota………..
 

Asaani se jis manzil ko paya ja skta tha gar wo manzil peeche chut jaaye
 
To fir uss manzil ko haasil krne ka ek aur mauka mil pana aasan nhi hota……
 

Dil ki baton ko aksar aankhon me padha ja skta h
 
Uske liye har lafz bol kar bata pana aasan nhi hota……
 

Koi jab na samjhe aapke dil ki gehraiyon se aati awaaz ko
 
To koi uss insane ko samjhaye k har baat keh paana asaan nhi hota…..
 

Sochna Mushkil Ho Jata h......

Zindagi ne ajtak manjar kch aise h humko dikhaye 
K ache palo k baare me sochna mushkil ho jata h.........
 

Koi apna jab tanha chod jaye anjaano ki bheed me
 
To kisi begane par b vishwas kre ya nhi ye sochna mushkil ho jata h..........
 

Jab waqt hee saath na de kisika jarurat ki ghadi me
 
To ek insaan kya saath dega ye sochna mushkil ho jata h.......
 

Apna hee koi jab krne lage sawaal humse
 
To koi aur hum par vishwas karega ye sochna mushkil ho jata h.........
 

Har jagah jab log karne lage shikwa humse
 
To koi kbi humse kya khush ho payega ye sochna mushkil ho jata h..........
 

Is janam me jab jeena itna mushkil ho rha h humara
 
To aane wali agli zindagi kaise bita payenge ye sochna mushkil ho jata h...........

Friendship Has Always Been A Pain For Me...... :(

People say Friendship is a bond of lifetime 
Nd i say this stays only for sumtym.......... 

People belive that with friends we are free to share our secrets 
But i say i hav always shared my secrets nd den faced regrets........ 

People say true friends stay wenever we feel alone and blue 
But i say i mostly missed you wen i really needed you...... 

People say for a person friends are most understanding part 
But wen i needed you , i found u nd me were poles apart......... 

Now i have stop believing in friendship according to wat people say 
As watever i have faced in my friendships, made it just non worthy to stay...... 

why i dnt get a true friend whom i can count upon 
watever might happen between us but still we could calm down....... 

May b god has nt given me dat ryt to make friends nd keep dem forever 
As the way my friendships break even after being loyal to others, i dint xpect ever

I Am Just Being A Girl..... ;)

The day i opened my eyes first tym ever 
I m sure feeling of everyone was to jus keep me looking forever......... 

Eveyone was talking abt my different features 
They seemed to me dat tym as sum unknwon creatures...... 

I laughed , I cried, I did all i wanted 
As dat ws the tym when no one could take me for granted....... 

Slowly i grew nd became a complete girl 
Den i was ready to make the surrounding world swirl........ 

Taking tym to get ready nd always bitching 
hanging around with friends but never ditching....... 

Talking abt teachers nd enjoying d canteen 
always discussing abt different shampoos as Dove or Panteen..... 

Being a girl is really such a fun 
You can sumtyms do the things dat u have never ever done.........